PERIH

curhat
gue gak tau curhat ke siapa lagi selain sama sobat sobat gue dan sama LO
gue ngelepasin perasaan seneng sedih, apapun cuma sama kalian!
makasih banyak yaa temaan udah ngilangin rasa sedih gue -_-
kalo gak ada kalian gue gak tau nasib gue kaya gimana di dunia ini *halah
sebenernya disini gue mau nyeritain sesuatu sih yaaa
oke kita mulai
tau gak lo?
tau gak? gue berantem lagi dong sama dia
gak tau deh padahal gue gak ngajak berantem yaa tapi itusih semuanya salah gue.
gue yang masang foto itu sehingga dia terbakar cemburu buta!
padahal si itu tuh *yang ada di foto tsb
bukan siapa-siapa gue
sekali lagi
dia BUKAN siapa-siapa gue!
camkan itu!
aseeeek~
dan yang gue bingungin adalah keadaan ini.
gue mau tanya deh
kenapa setiap hari libur dia tuh yaa kita pasti berantem mulu
pasti aja ada masalah yang nyamber gitu aja
dan secepat itu?
kenapa?
hem~
gue juga bingung
sebenernya gue pengeeeen, disaat dia libur gini tuh kita nambah deket, nambah mesra *HAHA* nambah bahagia deh.
tapi apa?
apadeh?
apa?
malah berantem
salahpaham gitudaaaah
berjuta-juta kali gue udah ngejelasin itu
tapi dia masiiiih aja ngambek sama gue
gimana gue gak agak kesel coba
sakit gue juga digituin
mau sampe kapan dia gitu terus sama gue? HA?
tadi di sekolah gue sempet nangis
nangis nya tuh yang bener-bener nangis
abis gue sakit di diemin, di gituin mulu sama dia
coba deh kalian yang jadi gue
dan RASAKAN sendiri bagaimana rasanya
itu tuh sakiiit
tapi yaaaaa
gue udah minta maap sama dia
udah saling memaafkan
udah pada tenag lagi
yaudah deh selesai masalahnya
mau gimana juga gue tetep sama dia

HAPPY ENDING~

Love The Way You Lie

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down

Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

ayo nyanyii

Oh well imagine as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor
And I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words
"What a beautiful wedding! what a beautiful wedding!"
Says the bridesmaid to a waiter
"And yes but what a shame, what a shame the poor groom's bride is a whore"

(Chorus)
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of... oh

Well, in fact well, I'll look at it this way I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well, this calls for a toast so pour the champagne
Oh, well in fact well, I'll look at it this way I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well, this calls for a toast so pour the champagne, pour the champagne

(Chorus)
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality

Again...

(Chorus)
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door"
No, it's much better to fix these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality

Again...

BuBaR

Haloooo.

kemaren aku makan makan sama keluarga dae looh, tapi cuma sedikitan.
sedikitaaaan banget, SIAL
tapi yaudahlah gapapa
disana ada gue, ussy, dehpoy, tiwi, sasa, imam, rifki.
nah nah, kalo imam sama rifki itu temen baru kita.
imam itu cowonya si sasa.
h4h4
mereka anak bandung yg lagi liburan di purwakarta untuk beberapa hari.
ohyeaah

nih nih
kenalin
ini namanya sassa, temen smp gue. udah lama banget gak ketemu.

kayanya udah berAbad abaaaad gitu gak ketemu sama si sasa, hehe. dia sekarang sekolahnya di Al-Masoem. Jauh banget kaaaaaan :'c

kalo yang ini namanya imam, teman baru kitaaaa. dia cowonya si sasa. huhuuyy, aeeeh aeeeeeh

Yang ini juga temen baru juga nih, namanya rifki. dia anak Al-Masoem juga, barengan sama sassa dan imam.

 

Kalo yang satu ini nih, kalian semua pasti bakalan tau. tau banget malaaaaaah. Ini diaa empat serangkai. h4h4h4 garing deh gue. Z

hem.

sebenernya keluarga dae itu ada berbelas belas orang loh. tapi yang datengnya engga setengahnya banget, yang ada malah setengah badan mereka. h4h4. sedih gue, mereka udah gak kompak lagi, mereka malah mentingin kepentingannya sendiri alias bisa dibilang EGOIS. ohyeaaaah

tapi biarinlah terserah mereka aja maunya gimana gue udah pusiiiing dah beneran sumpah.

gue sebutin silsilah keluarga dae yaaa.

- Anne, punya anak tiga biji : 

1. Tiwi, punya anak 3: Sassa, Ussy, Tira
2. Oce, punya anak 1: Fika. Ditambah satu orang lagi anak pungut yaitu : Ratih
3. Dehpoy, punya anak 2 : gue, nesha

keluarga kami hidup bahagia, walaupun kadang masalah menerpa keluarga kami. haha

ditambah satu lagi nih, pembokat kita namanya Vera. pembokat di keluarga ini tuh lebih kaya dari kita2 looh. jadi patut di selidiki deh. ck

Naah, udah jelas kaaan keluarga dae.

tapi bolotnya gue tuh yaaa ini posingan tentang buka bersama bukan tentang dae vii. hhh dasar si pia.sekarang kita balik ke jalan yang lurus okaaaaaay \m/

terakhir yang mau gue liatin alias gue pamerin adalah situasi kita pas lagi makan, gini nih

THE END

VN

sedih

eh eh tau engga?
aku sayaaang banget sama nunu.
tapi belakangan ini dia beda banget, dia bedalah pokonya ke aku :'c
padahal aku lagi pengeeeeen banget di perhatiin sama dia.
emangsih dia sibuk sama kerjaannya.
tapi, aaaaaaaaaa
gue juga pengen dong diperhatiin.
beda kaya dulu -,- suka sedih kalo gini teh ih.
gue bingung harus gimana.
kalo gue protes entar disangka egois.
yaaaa tapi gue jalanin ajadeh.
kemaren pas dia libur malah berantem
yaa berantem juga ada penyebabnya sih
kan gak mungkin ada asep kalo gak ada api.
semuanya gara2 cewe itu lagi.
gue selalu bertanya tanya.
kenapa sih cewe itu musti idup di dunia ini?
gue tau ini bulan puasa gue tau
tapi masih ada sedikit rasa gak suka sama itu orang.
dia tuh cari mukaaaaaaaaaaa mulu sama hubungan gue.
maunya apa sih?
kata cowo gue gini 'dia tuh baik, nanana'
tapi kan belum tentu dia baik juga sama gue :c
tapi sih gue sama si sial itu udah saling maaf maafan.
DEG. gue ikhlas gak sih maafin dia?

~hanya waktu yang menjawap. HAHA

abis, di hati gue masih ada rasa sakit hati dari dia. gue pernah disakitin sama itu orang sialan.
nying nying. gak adil bangetsih
nasib gue tertindas
sebenernya gue gak terima
tapi demi hubungan gue sama nunu
apa boleh buat.
sekarang gimana laaah biar gue gak sedih lagi kalo keinget peristiwa itu.
bisa dibilang gue tuh trauma
coba lo lo lo jadi gue
rasanya pasti gini nih kaya gue.
gue stress banget

SURAM